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Day 132: life is…good?

I sometimes wonder about how I’m doing karma-wise. I don’t think I’m a bad person and I gave up trying to save the world in college. But, sometimes I don’t know if I’m even up to par.

I often work late, and I’m not always the best at letting Katie know I appreciate everything she does for me.
I don’t make that many close friends, and I don’t feel like I let people in on my emotions enough.
And I’m not terribly active in the community, politics, or charity.

I don’t even really take too much care of myself.
But I have fun, and I really enjoy my life right now.
Is that enough? Aside from the fact that I worry a bit about my health in a decade, I think it is.

Day 111: ship day

The Sims 3, the culmination of a huge amount of work by hundreds of people (me included) was released today.

Go buy it and a fraction of a cent of your money will go to keeping me employed.

Also, I hear it’s a pretty good game.

Day 89: the jug is up

The past few days, I’ve been juggling more.  At work, I’ll have to build our game periodically throughout the day and it takes a good 5-10 minutes to do so.  With the abundance of jugglers in the design pit, it’s a good place to practice, trade some tips, and wait for our builds.  I wouldn’t be surprised if we started passing soon.

It’s like returning to an old friend that you’ve missed.  Realizing, once again, that a solid Mills Mess pattern is so satisfying and comfortable that you never want to stop.

I noticed today that two of my juggling balls were starting to show serious wear and tear.  The outside of one side of the two beanbags had started to crack and I’m sure that continued use would eventually result in an unpleasant explosion of whatever magical bean is inside.

Thus, for the first time in a long while, I looked up juggling supplies.  I looked at getting three more beanbags, to replace and supplement my current collection.  Each individual beanbag costs a little under $10, which is arguably a lot for a small beanbag, but about average for a decent juggling beanbag.  Slightly smaller ones are slightly cheaper and there’s a large variation on ball styles and materials.  I like beanbags because they don’t bounce or roll, and I like the solid feeling they have when they land in your hand.

Regardless, I had a sudden moment of adultness, when I realized that spending $30 on replacement beanbags was nothing nowadays.  Sure, it’s still a bit of a luxury to spend any money on juggling supplies, but it wasn’t extravagant.

Compare that to when I first bought (or rather, was bought) the original 5 juggling beanbags that currently sit near my computer at work.  I was still just a kid – well, maybe a teenager – but those five beanbags felt like a kingly present.  It’s a sense of financial and gift-giving wonder that’s harder to realize once you start managing your own finances.

Anyway, I don’t really have a point.  Maybe I wish I was still naive and felt wonder and awe at spending $10 on a fancy beanbag to throw in the air.  Maybe I’m happy that I know that I can spend $30 on juggling supplies without worrying about becoming insolvent.  Maybe more people should juggle.

I’ll be in New York later this month for a friend’s wedding and it just so happens that the Dube Juggling shop is located in downtown New York.  I just may pay them a visit.  I just may.

Day 78: lots of writing

One of my main responsibilities on my new team at work is writing.  There is a lot of writing that needs to be done in the upcoming few weeks and I’m feeling a bit daunted by it.

I sometimes sit and stare for a while at the empty text box when beginning a blog post and wonder: what new small piece of knowledge could I impart to the Internet today?  What funny anecdote from my childhood would entertain my readers today?

And then I wonder, if I have trouble filling in less than 500 words a day, what chance do I stand against the mountains of text that my job requires?  How will I write coherent storylines and character-driven humor under the pressure of career deadlines?

There’s no real choice.  Failure isn’t an option, just like not blogging isn’t an option.

I have to find ways to keep motivating myself not just to keep writing, but to keep writing well.  Whether it’s with short stories, anecdotes about my life, or the odd list, there’s nothing to do but keep moving forward.

On a completely unrelated note, someone who works at Katie’s theatre company has a confirmed case of swine flu!  How terrifying.

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