{"id":147,"date":"2009-03-06T18:53:57","date_gmt":"2009-03-07T02:53:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/?p=147"},"modified":"2009-03-06T18:53:57","modified_gmt":"2009-03-07T02:53:57","slug":"day-23-free-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/?p=147","title":{"rendered":"Day 23: free time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I get the weekend off, which probably sounds like a pretty odd statement.&#160; Still, as our team is in the midst of deadlines, it\u2019ll be a nice reprieve from the past few Saturdays when most of us have been in the office (and pretty busy).<\/p>\n<p>Midst is a bit of a funny word to pronounce.<\/p>\n<p>When I was a kid, free time seemed so great.&#160; I waited until the weekend or for a day with a light amount of homework to get some precious free time.&#160; It\u2019d be a treat to have it \u2013 an ephemeral time when anything was possible.<\/p>\n<p>Somewhere along the way, I became a lot more indecisive.&#160; Now free time brings with it the impending question: what should I do?&#160; And it\u2019s not that I don\u2019t have enough things to do.&#160; It\u2019s that I have too many.<\/p>\n<p>That, combined with the fact that it\u2019s harder to arrange activities with friends than it was in elementary school (when my parents would take care of all that!) means that I often don\u2019t end up doing much.<\/p>\n<p>There are video and board games I want to play, movies I want to see, skills I want to learn, places I want to eat at, TV I want to watch, and chores I should do.&#160; Because there are so many things I <em>can<\/em> do, I usually end up taking the path of least resistance.&#160; If I get in the car, I\u2019ll have to make another decision \u2013 where to go? \u2013 so I end up usually sitting on the couch and watching something that I\u2019ve recorded.&#160; This doesn\u2019t make me unhappy; after all, that was one of the things I wanted to do in the first place.<\/p>\n<p>Still, it sometimes makes me feel defeated.&#160; Don\u2019t I have <em>better<\/em> things to do?&#160; Shouldn\u2019t I be practicing my new guitar or cleaning the litter box or making dinner or going out and discovering new places in our neighborhood?<\/p>\n<p>So, I need to do two things.&#160; First, I need to prevent myself from second-guessing my choices.&#160; If I choose to order a pizza and watch the next cycle of America\u2019s Next Top Model with Katie, I should enjoy it.&#160; I should <em>relish<\/em> the terrible dialogue that comes out of Tyra\u2019s mouth.<\/p>\n<p>Second, I should take a page from what I do at work fairly often and make decisions.&#160; I\u2019ve made choices that impact millions of Sims players; I\u2019m perfectly capable of deciding whether we eat dinner at home or out.<\/p>\n<p>In other words, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.us.playstation.com\/PaRappatheRapper\/\" target=\"_blank\">I gotta believe<\/a>!<\/p>\n<p>In myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I get the weekend off, which probably sounds like a pretty odd statement.&#160; Still, as our team is in the midst of deadlines, it\u2019ll be a nice reprieve from the past few Saturdays when most of us have been in the office (and pretty busy). Midst is a bit of a funny word to pronounce. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[63,18,57],"class_list":["post-147","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-year26","tag-free-time","tag-job","tag-tv","post-preview"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/147","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=147"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/147\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=147"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=147"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.scott-n-katie.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=147"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}